aslong as im alone im ok.
aslong as there isnt other people feelings included im ok.
aslong as im not too close not too far im ok.
aslong as im dealing with other people issues and mine are out of the picture im ok.
mingling my issues with others is not a really good idea.
im always ok but not nessecarily happy.
one man needs to feel peoples love and warmth every now and then.
one man needs to feel that somone really cares.
one man needs to be taken care of looked after, just like a little baby.
one man needs to surrender unjudged.
i need to surrender, but im always afraid, of what exactly? im not really certain.
surrendering means letting go, letting go means getting deeply involved, deeply involved means too many details, too many details means complicated, complicated means problems, problems mean pain.
im afraid of pain!
About Me
- Rana Eldars
- Maadi, Cairo, Egypt
- 23. Alone and comfortable. not yet graduated (faculty of fine freaken arts). will travel the world. very gratful. likes drinking green tea with mint at cilantro st.9. inlove with her cats napolian and his son dodo. admires humans and likes to interact with ppl somtimes just likes to sit back and watch, faces, attitudes and psychologies. loves her father very much and likes to go biking with him :) wants to be sitting under a tree the day she dies, just before the sun gets ready to set.
2 comments:
Sweetie you have to let go,you have to let the details overwhelme u,it's okay,it's ok to feel the pain cause it means u r alive ! it's ok ..
for me
اندم علي الفرصة ايلي اخدتها
احسن ما اندم علي الفرص ايلي ما اخدتهمش
I agree with jazzylife, and I can add that life can't be life and uncomplicated in the same time.. If you want to be alive you'll have to dare, and to get close when there are people worth it, and never to be afraid. I wish I could do that myself, but all I can is try..
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