Today im going to make the pepper fillet i was supposed to prepare yesterday but didn’t coz Metro had no fillet...
Yesterday on my way back from metro empty handed shereen called me and told me to get ready as fast as i can coz she will be picking me up and taking me to Egypt Vs. Italy match, so i went home gave dad the bad news that there was no fillet promised him i'll make it up to him tomorrow bought him gateau from tortina and told him that i was hitting the road and heading to the stadium.
In the car and on our way shereen noted that we were going to the match ticketless, and gave us the "heeeey guys come on everything will be just fine, were going to get there find tickets enter so easily, find perfect seats enjoy the match and WIN!" in such a relaxed laid back tone, we arrived, we found a nice place to park we entered for the price of one 30 pound ticket, sat in a good spot bought "masr" T-shirts, and WON the match. It happens that everything shereen said actually did happen! (The trick is to BELIEVE!)
We went back to Maadi ate at dido’s st9 all of us with a headache and a killing need to sleep.
Arrived home by 2 :S
To find dad downstairs cleaning his motorcycle :)
Through the whole post match phase all i could think of is "When the Cindbind and the Big MO know that i went to that match without them for free and our team won an extraordinary 4/2, it’s gonna get ugly :S )
But if it’s of any remorse they didn’t play that good anyway... :/
Have to go feed my cats and buy the fillet now... planning on cycling at night.
hmmmm isn't the weather just great these days :)
(The trick is to Breath)
And Hassan if your reading this i miss u!
(The trick is to set a date for us to meet) although u can really get on my nerves so easily lately and u can somtimes be a pain in the... bs ur still good guy!
w shereen kant betes2al 3aliek!
Friday, October 2, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
http://www.tasgreetings.com/feelings.htm :)
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived:
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink so
all repaired their boats and left.
Love was the only one who stayed -- Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.
Love said,"Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No,
I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place
here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful
vessel, "Vanity, please help me!".
"I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with
you."
"Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even
hear when Love called her!
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder.
Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Love realized
how much he owed the elder and asked Knowledge (another elder):
"Who helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is
capable of understanding how great Love is."
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink so
all repaired their boats and left.
Love was the only one who stayed -- Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help.
Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.
Love said,"Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No,
I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place
here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful
vessel, "Vanity, please help me!".
"I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with
you."
"Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even
hear when Love called her!
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder.
Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder her name.
When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Love realized
how much he owed the elder and asked Knowledge (another elder):
"Who helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is
capable of understanding how great Love is."
Saturday, September 26, 2009
On the 26th of september i had 5 spontaneous thoughts.
Ω On the 26th of September at 1:08 pm and after spending a couple of hours earlier thinking of going to the beauty salon a place i don’t enjoy going to at all because it’s always associated with "FAKE"...
1. Fake euphoria. it’s when ur female natural instincts urge u to take care of all the little details concerning ur image and u do it lovingly intoxicated by a (not always) Fake state of excess happiness and very high spirit.
2. a down moment where u feel really bad abt urself so u decide to go and cover it up by a "FAKE" partially beautiful image so as to boost ur confidence a bit
3.FAKE: "ohhh... masha2allah enty gamila...ohhh mash2alllah sh3rk te2eeel ohhh mash2allah enty zoboona amaraya and all that crap! And u have to (an inescapable "have to") be sweet and thank them for their fake sweetness!!!
The thing is this is the very first time i thought of highlighting my hair...
A thought that makes me stop and ponder deeply into what has happened to me, i have never thought of doing such a thing (not that it’s bad or anything) but it’s just not me! And that very fact scares me.
i might sound like am exaggerating when i say that highlights in my case is a sign of weakness... it first started out with a little makeup touch ups and now a thought of going "highlights" and who knws later on i might add some artificial lashes and put on a pair of "grey" lenses for god’s sake!!!
Ω i just phoned up a friend telling her that there was a theatre work shop today at 6, and that i hve no idea who those ppl were... but i just felt like going and doing something a bit out of the ordinary.
Ω Adult hood disgusts me! It’s too fake, i guess because ppl force themselves into it they don’t let them sleves naturally reach it.
Ω The last day of Ramadan on my way to ras el barr particularly somewhere near Ismailia it rained so hard for abt 3 amazing minutes while i was behind the wheel :)
Ω In Portsaid i saw so many old men on old fixed gear bicycles they were too many of them they passed in front of me in such harmony, their posture on the bike was so beautifully intact, like they were made for each other... the old arched back the arms laid on the handle bars in a semi 45 degree angle so comfortably.
The perfectly ironed shirt and trousers the combed hair the smoothness of the pedal the sound of the bell when it rings.
You could feel the man holding his bicycle with love and riding it with appreciation.
my dad told me that there was a day when Portsaid was mostly bicycles... i thought to myself " no wonder i fell in love with it from first sight :)".
Ω I love my dad :)
1. Fake euphoria. it’s when ur female natural instincts urge u to take care of all the little details concerning ur image and u do it lovingly intoxicated by a (not always) Fake state of excess happiness and very high spirit.
2. a down moment where u feel really bad abt urself so u decide to go and cover it up by a "FAKE" partially beautiful image so as to boost ur confidence a bit
3.FAKE: "ohhh... masha2allah enty gamila...ohhh mash2alllah sh3rk te2eeel ohhh mash2allah enty zoboona amaraya and all that crap! And u have to (an inescapable "have to") be sweet and thank them for their fake sweetness!!!
The thing is this is the very first time i thought of highlighting my hair...
A thought that makes me stop and ponder deeply into what has happened to me, i have never thought of doing such a thing (not that it’s bad or anything) but it’s just not me! And that very fact scares me.
i might sound like am exaggerating when i say that highlights in my case is a sign of weakness... it first started out with a little makeup touch ups and now a thought of going "highlights" and who knws later on i might add some artificial lashes and put on a pair of "grey" lenses for god’s sake!!!
Ω i just phoned up a friend telling her that there was a theatre work shop today at 6, and that i hve no idea who those ppl were... but i just felt like going and doing something a bit out of the ordinary.
Ω Adult hood disgusts me! It’s too fake, i guess because ppl force themselves into it they don’t let them sleves naturally reach it.
Ω The last day of Ramadan on my way to ras el barr particularly somewhere near Ismailia it rained so hard for abt 3 amazing minutes while i was behind the wheel :)
Ω In Portsaid i saw so many old men on old fixed gear bicycles they were too many of them they passed in front of me in such harmony, their posture on the bike was so beautifully intact, like they were made for each other... the old arched back the arms laid on the handle bars in a semi 45 degree angle so comfortably.
The perfectly ironed shirt and trousers the combed hair the smoothness of the pedal the sound of the bell when it rings.
You could feel the man holding his bicycle with love and riding it with appreciation.
my dad told me that there was a day when Portsaid was mostly bicycles... i thought to myself " no wonder i fell in love with it from first sight :)".
Ω I love my dad :)
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Nousa :o)
Today at 11:30pm at the doctors clinic, i met Nousa a nine year old sudanese girl along with her father who was wearing his native clothes which i admired alot it looked beautiful and Nousa was wearing a tiny "isdal" :)
she told me a couple of intresting riddels like "eh el tedakhalo el talaga w yefdal melahleb?...(el shatta)
eh el fel ard akhdar fel soo2 eswed w fel beit a7mar?... (el shai)
she lives in hadayek el maadi and she goes to school by metro she gets off at gamal abdelnasser heya f talta ebteda2ui... she explained to me how to make "3aseeda" a kind of food, and told me how she likes to draw i asked her what does she prefer pencil or colors she said pencil :) like me when i was young i liked pencil and water colours :)
she seemed very smart, she had this bright look in her eyes beatiful smile and an even more beautiful laugh :)she was really pretty and had the cutest most kissable cheeks.
Nousa held my hands tight while explaining to me how to make a salad and told me abt a sudanese cooked meal called "Kambo".
Nousa let me rest my head on her tiny shoulder and was very embracing:)
Nousa made my day:)
she told me a couple of intresting riddels like "eh el tedakhalo el talaga w yefdal melahleb?...(el shatta)
eh el fel ard akhdar fel soo2 eswed w fel beit a7mar?... (el shai)
she lives in hadayek el maadi and she goes to school by metro she gets off at gamal abdelnasser heya f talta ebteda2ui... she explained to me how to make "3aseeda" a kind of food, and told me how she likes to draw i asked her what does she prefer pencil or colors she said pencil :) like me when i was young i liked pencil and water colours :)
she seemed very smart, she had this bright look in her eyes beatiful smile and an even more beautiful laugh :)she was really pretty and had the cutest most kissable cheeks.
Nousa held my hands tight while explaining to me how to make a salad and told me abt a sudanese cooked meal called "Kambo".
Nousa let me rest my head on her tiny shoulder and was very embracing:)
Nousa made my day:)
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Goodbye
Goodbye friday ride...
Fayoum im on my way...
..to work...
..tomorrow!
i was looking forward to that ride, and now am not going.
Dont dwell on the facts, for they are unchangeable, they break ur dreams and leave them unmendible...
NO!
its not as bad as it sounds, its just that somtimes certain things are a now or never moment.
but sill i think i know better by now i know that i can make from any moment a million dollar moment only if i want to, it is in ur hands to create ur own heaven on earh, manifest ur own eutopia :)
its in ur.. my.. our hand!
now am going to "eskenderella" with some freinds.. correction! most precious of friends actually :)
im here now at work sitting in a room with hagar ahmad and sameh and am feelling extremely comfortable between them :)
but still im ging to miss tomorrows ride :)
lisening to Goodbye- dont dwell(tracy chapman), dnt knw why- those sweet words- come away with me ( norah jones) :)
Fayoum im on my way...
..to work...
..tomorrow!
i was looking forward to that ride, and now am not going.
Dont dwell on the facts, for they are unchangeable, they break ur dreams and leave them unmendible...
NO!
its not as bad as it sounds, its just that somtimes certain things are a now or never moment.
but sill i think i know better by now i know that i can make from any moment a million dollar moment only if i want to, it is in ur hands to create ur own heaven on earh, manifest ur own eutopia :)
its in ur.. my.. our hand!
now am going to "eskenderella" with some freinds.. correction! most precious of friends actually :)
im here now at work sitting in a room with hagar ahmad and sameh and am feelling extremely comfortable between them :)
but still im ging to miss tomorrows ride :)
lisening to Goodbye- dont dwell(tracy chapman), dnt knw why- those sweet words- come away with me ( norah jones) :)
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I have to frekin go!
its 2:32am and i started playing alf leila w leila the one that plays on radio, so as to help me go to sleep, my pa is out he hasnt returned yet he went with his motorbike which makes me more worried...
salama wel magharba.
i have work tomorrow i have to frekin go!
my hair look horible and i gained weight, im so selfconcious abt my self right now and i hate it!
im willing to go for my 100 km ride next friday!
im must sleep now :)
salama wel magharba.
i have work tomorrow i have to frekin go!
my hair look horible and i gained weight, im so selfconcious abt my self right now and i hate it!
im willing to go for my 100 km ride next friday!
im must sleep now :)
Sunday, June 28, 2009
This or that, that or this!
A state of overmastering anxiety
A state of apprehension and antisepation
A state of distress.
Run away or run forward
run into or run out of
stay on the safe side or grant my self an new experience.
A state of apprehension and antisepation
A state of distress.
Run away or run forward
run into or run out of
stay on the safe side or grant my self an new experience.
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